Crystal

curiosity led me
to your cigarette-flavoured tongue
cold in between my lips
forgotten in reality
warm in my fantasy.

Retreat

drown me in the river
asphyxiate me
don't let me breathe
if
for you
i am just a stone
that makes you stumble and fall
on your way to heaven.

Fence

sharp knife

a lost life

burnt skin

cleaning sin

first sight

flashing light

losing nerve

in love.

16th May 2012

1001

In Weather

streak of lightning

mesmerizing

dark sky

faint cry

black cat

silhoutte

heavy rain

in pain.

16th May 2012

0948

Curve

word of mouth

getting loud

wide smile

for a while

eye contact

intact

standing tall

don't fall

let's wait

it's getting late

walk away

stay.

16th May 2012

0936

Stranger

euphoria
too close
butterfly without wings

heartbeat slows down
this feeling
ephemeral

Morph (An Ode to My Niece)

how much is enough?
spoonful of sunshine in your mouth
jaws hanging from the ceiling
plate turning south

how much is really enough?
your dinosaurs on my table
in a prison of artificial light
magnify a spot of dust

tell me if it is enough
kisses in the doorway
goodbye's heartbreak looms
pair of hands driving away

if that is really enough
sleep well for me, tonight.

Beku

minit berabjad
kubikel yang membunuh
ah, masih Isnin.

Chasing Heaven

hours in the rain
washing Devil off my back
hoping for heaven

Affirmation

midnight on my bed
peeping tom died on the yard
i won't run away.

Explosions

a star is falling down
twirling around clouds
for one last time
before purifying its way down
with shattered glitter.

Inertia

when the light goes out
your shadow illuminates
my enslaved solidarity
witnessing,
our tempestuous sins
developed in the dark-
a subliminal sign
of invaded mind.

Catatonia

smash the windows
princess in a pink room
rag dolls hidden under skirts
playhouse burns

light up her cigarette
black eye for fake lashes
pretend, like she always does
icy broken bones

Mula

lidah dilentur
kata ditutur
hancur.

Obituary

please,
let me fantasize
your altruistic suicide
let the fire
melts you down
revealing your thoughts
that intrude my belief
for the love of freedom
of love for self-destruction.

Truth

my wall is too thick
you can't see what's behind it
don't pretend you can

After

a trip of comfort
naked in between pillows
meaningless affair

Apocalypse

cobwebs fall to earth
spiders hold on to what's left
they refuse to die

Narrow

neon green feeling
blossoming before headlight
there's no turning back

Self(w)ish

two,six and counting
may you have an awesome life
please don't die too soon